my first comments... day two of website creation. I realized today that my most recent Mystical Willow is my face. probably knew this. but knowing something and really "knowing" something are really two different things. long and challenging couple of weeks, but having accomplished the creation of this page at least has made things feel... okay. that knowing vs. "knowing" seems to be a part of my life as well. in the one and only area of my life that leaves me questioning and unsure i find that my one wish is for clarification and honesty. maybe with these things in hand I can feel wise enough again to make an informed choice. maybe tonight.